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January 21, 2012

ini kata hati yang terlewat diucapkan
ini lagu untuk kau yang tinggal wajah dalam bayang, suara terngiang-ngiangkan


wandering along the streets alone, cold night breeze brushes her headscarf. being all well-alert that she shouldnt be walking here alone in the middle of the freezing night, but her heart couldnt stop herself. her trembling hands then dig into her sweatshirt's pocket, and eventually bring out a shiny, floral-scented thick paper. an invitation card.

"saya nak kawin dah minggu depan. awak datanglah.."
.... and there she stood still, in silent.

who am i to you, all these while?

jika hela nafas, kau berlingkar di udara.
akan ku khabarkan, bahawa kau antara tapak di pasir, tidak terhapus dek ombak.


passing through the days, it aint a easy business. she cant help herself but to weep and reminisce their moments together. he's there, in her every day. he's there, everywhere. he's there, in her one and only heart. only to be crushed into pieces of broken glass.

there is no way she could forget him, the one who cunningly flowers her soul and effortlessly twist her down.

"Wanita bisa terlihat kuat, seakan ia baik-baik saja. Namun yang ia harapkan hanya sebuah pelukan, kerana ia telah menangis semalaman."

kira kau mendengar atau melihat dari mana
yang tidak aku tahu
namun aku pasti bahawa kau sebahagian diriku
yang hilang, yang hilang
seperti anggota tubuhku, berkurang berkurang


no, she couldnt go nearer. and she know that she shouldnt go nearer. An usher asking her whether she want to go inside the wedding hall and greet the lucky lovebirds, but she could only answer with a slight head sway, and walk out of the white veil occasion.

semoga bahagia, awak.

ini kata hati, yang terlewat diucapkan.


xx
kejadah ape berjiwang di tengah malam gini -________-

one true q;
who am i to you, all these while? jawablah..

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