It goes like this: one day, the girl finds herself in almost a dreamlike state because the boy she loves, loves her back- and recently it’s like Fate is throwing them all kinds of opportunities to be together longer than they ever have been before. But Life just goes all “Oh shit she’s happy I better ruin her life and make her go insane” and now the girl feels paranoid and confused. Her prince is now being constantly pulled away from her and now it feels like everybody’s against them.
Deep inside, she knows it’s the right thing. Though they feel the same way for each other, they’re not together- therefore spending too much time with each other will only cause unnecessary damaging rumors and what-nots and it would kill her if it cost her the one thing she has been building up her whole life. Probably the reason why things are falling apart is that God is trying to make her refocus back to her studies- because even though she had been making good grades, it was obvious she was divided and that could not happen for an ambitious, achieving girl like her.
Deep inside, she knows it makes sense.
But her heart doesn’t agree. At all. She’s starting to miss him out a lot and it just feels all shit-like whenever she’s trying to dodge his every “I love you” every now and then.
But it doesn’t make any sense to fall so much in love with one person when you know he’s never gonna be yours, not in this kind of world where she’s divided into two.
In her heart, nothing ever makes sense
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