ending

2010 dah nak habis. Ade lagi less than 30mins, and aku tak tau dah nak buat apa skrg ni. Celeb new year kat luar? Nope, kad matrix da kne block, atas sebab2 yang bukan salah aku. Cinabeng ! Tp tkpe2, at least aku tak klua, tkde la elaun mgalir cm air terjun lg. Ahahaha

2010? Tahun yang paling byk ajar aku life lessons. Byk bende yang da jadi, di-crumple dlm satu tahun smpai kadang2 aku rase sesak nafas nak hadap bnda2 ni lagi. But well.. Life must go on, aite? Hoho. Kena kuat, kena kuat !

Sad ending fer this year. Beloved teacher aku da tkde, he'd passed away. Bile eh? Urmm.. 29th dec. Kekeke sorry sir,, dia lect paling understanding. Jovial, mcm bapak-bapak sikit. Sebab dia understanding la, aku slalu take advantage. Hntar report lmbt lmbt la, masuk kelas tkedek kedek la, bukak lagu thru hp mse kumbe la.. Tapi dia tak penah marah pn.. Hohoho. And aku regret sangat2 sume tu. If i could reverse those times back, mmg aku akan jadi student sir yang paling baik ! Haha.. Mse first experiment w/o him (semalam, 30th dec), rasa lain sgt2. Rindu nak tgk dia pakai lab coat pink dia tu. Rindu nak dengar dia bebel2 sebab lambat tules lab result. Rindu nak tengok his wise old man smile. Dulu time dia ada lagi, dia slalu perhatikan aku bwk apparatus. Sebab aku da pna pecahkan boiling tube, sbb tu dia risau. Haih sir..
Petang smalam, ktrg pegi rumah dia. Paying the last respect. Agak jauh sanye rumah dia dgn kolej, dlm 30min kot. Wife die, mrs pang cakap he loves to be at college. Hari2 balik lambat, sebab dia nak tolong student dia pandai chemistry. Mrs Pang nampak strong sgt, anak2 dia pun. Bt dlm hati sape tau kan.
hereby is our deepest condolences from h3p6 students, dear mr. Pang's family..

2010,
note to self, to be done in 2011.

• under any circumstances, do NOT FALL IN LOVE BLUNTLY.
• BE A SOLEHAH DAUGHTER !
• sleep early. tak payah susah susah ambik alih tugas burung jampuk berjaga malam.
• spend your allowances WISELY. i repeat, WISELY.
• do not take too long to decide which baju kurung to wear when there's only 15 minutes more to strike 8.in.the.morning,
• under any circumstances, do NOT FALL IN LOVE BLUNTLY.
• khatam quran at least SEKALI.
• under any circumstances, CONTROL YOUR EATING HABIT !
• stop stalking people in fb, fibi. 
• improvise your vocab. dah makin jahanam ni !
• pray alot that you'll get good course utk upu nti. ghahaha