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May 1, 2010

you arent losing ur absorbing abilities, you're losing your self confidence, your self esteem!

said by someone close to me, yg dah bukak mata aku. baru aku sedar skrg yg it's true. aku bknnye takut abt the fact yg matriks tu susah, mtriks nti da takde kawan apaper lah. bt aku skrg ni tak yakin, aku bole ke perform well mcm dulu. aku dah takut, aku dah paranoid sbb da jatuh haritu and sampai skrg it seems there's no proper chance for me to get to the track back, mcm dulu.

sebab mybe aku dah slhguna golden chances given to me, and now the door is closed. mcm dulu.

aku takut nk bukak buku balik. aku takut nk belajar balik. aku takut nk tekan calculator buat addmath balik. takut dowh.

sbb aku da hilang cnfidence uk buat semua tu dgn hebat jayanya. sedih kan aku ni? kesian..

tolonglah bagi balik dkt aku. sbb aku dah tak larat dah nk get through semua ni utk satu tahap lagi akan datang. harap maaf, saya memang seorang yg pengalah.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

yo ex-roommate..!
jgn give up ok?u can do it..just believe in urself ok?
mmg masa kita mencapai umur 18 akan sdkt depressed yer sbb pk future..hehe
but, chill..
byk2 kan solat and moga Dia bg kekuatan balik dkt kita..;)

charul said...

kau boleh buat! selamanye excel mate kuh

Li Xa. said...

U didnt get upu?

fibi ♥ said...

faah, syahrul, thx fr ur support. aku da okay skit skrg ni. and you guys will never know how your words can heal and cmfort me. at least aku tau ade org support, even dr jauh. terima kasih faah. terima kasih syahrul. ♥♥

bunny;
dpt upu. bt diploma in sc, uitm.