gruesome? hahah XD

adj.
grue·some (grsm)
gruesome [ˈgruːsəm]
[originally Northern English and Scottish; see grue, -some1]
Causing horror and repugnance; frightful and shocking: "a gruesome murder."
Inspiring repugnance and horror; ghastly
Adj. 1. gruesome - shockingly repellent; inspiring horror; "

thesaurus
adjective horrific, shocking, terrible, awful, horrible, grim, horrifying, fearful, obscene, horrendous, ghastly, hideous, from hell (informal), grisly, macabre, horrid, repulsive, repugnant, loathsome, abominable, spine-chilling, hellacious (U.S. slang) There has been a series of gruesome murders in the capital.

so, say thank youuu to =)

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