blah ar

complicated life of mine.. entahlah.. i'm having my heart and soul surrounds by the guilty feelings towards him.. ok i know that i shouldnt do that.. and i should tell him earlier about this so it wouldnt be this bad..

ok fine. i'm talking about my homeroom tu lah, whatelse??

i want to seek for his apologise. aku tahu dia mesti marah gile dkat aku pnye, tp aku nak buat mcamne, i need someone to be blamed for all those suck things.. that's why all this scene happened like bangang je..

aku pun tak tau bilelah masanya aku nak bcakap dgn dia balik, like i ever did once a while ago. when will the pleasure comes again? i dont know. don't ask me because i have my ego higher than him.

argghhh.. tension sgt sbnarnye.. kalau korang nak tau laa..

you know i'm talking about you, kan..

hey you, if you're reading this. i just want to tell you that it was nothing actually, you were just the victim of the situation. i need to blame somebody for everything occurs, so it wont depressed me so much. and now the coldness between us is much much bigger than the iceberg..
i do feel so guity towards you, i just can't express them by saying..
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sorry J..

blah ar dia.
blah ar aku jugak.
~huhu~