Losing of a Loser

lets KIV the summarisation of activity week bcz i have something to share with you now..
hoping that this would console my grieving soul..
i've go thru many things this week..
and it seems that i've lost everything, from top to toe.. like there's nothing left for me to keep on my survival in this prison..

first thing first..
i've lost my very two tracksuits and a striking orange-white long sleeve shirt - which is my favourite one - when i sent them for a laundry last saturday.

that, is only the beginning. read thru the others below.

then, i'm losing my sister and my brother ( homeroom la)..
i'm losing them each day, for the reason i don't know why..
sedih memang sedih, but i hope this will not lasting longer because i can't bear the pain anymore each day inside my heart.. it aches me so much feeling until i thought that it's better if i don't know them for good..

entahlah..

then, my biggest lost *setakat ni la, tak tau ade lagi ke kot..*
i've lost my ldp position.
it's hurt.
it is really hurt. but what can i do?
maybe i'm not qualified enough la kot.. according to senior's observation.. sacarstically, it is really funny with the LDP's management.. entah ar..
nak condemn lebeh2, karang merajuk pulak..
so i better keep my mouth?? fingers zipped.. LOL
kepada yg berkenaan, selamat berjaya la ye mengeluarkan sakai squads befor 7 pm..

to be continued.. i've got work to do now.