Leavin'.. dont stress.. dearest mine..

heY..

last moments with 4act..
reshuffling was over, and the results were..

I"M STILL ACTUARY!!
huhu

nak tukar aeronautics.. cz all my friends are there.
aaaaaaaaaaaa

semester 1 ranking pun dah keluar..
tak taula num berape lagik, maybe hundo sumthing..
mane tak, 4.0 je dah 9 orang..
i only manage to get 3.65.. alhamdulillah.. walaupun result agak teruk
(dulu dapat 3.87 - 10A1, 1B4, sekarang 7A1, 2B3, 1D7, EST-pass.. cube ar teka d tu menatang ape.. hehehehe.. nasib baik aku tak fail.. kalu tak kene repeat balik)
at least dapat la jugak naik stage, dapat
principle honour tu..
mane tau, cz maybe this would be the only chance for me to get that honour, sepanjang aku skul kat sini.. huhu


yesterday was hari guru celebration, and it was AMAZING!!
haha
nearly burst my tears.. thinking back how I'm so ##disgraceful??## towards my teachers..

and.. i still wanna be with my friends..
i'm losing them... day by day coming....
i miss you~~~~~

I"M LOSING MY WAY HERE, EACH DAY COMING..
HELP ME, PLEASE..
GET ME OUT FROM THE WATER SO DEEP..
please.. help me..

p/s
i'm miserable, inconsolable and emosional r8 now.

i dont wanna new classmates, please..
it is like your father is marrying again with a widow who are having 29 children, and unfortunately you have to live together with your gigantic stepfamily..

get what i'm feeling rite now??